Hi hello. My name is Synthetic and I am a vampire loser who really likes the concept of personalisation towards individuals. I started coding around early august of 2023 and then started taking it very seriously early august of 2024. I really enjoy the creative aspect of coding because I don't have many simple things to customise irl and I'm only just begining to start taking my own personal style more seriously so the ability to create and personalise a website into becoming the concept of my own personal space that I never had irl is really beautiful to me since I have always worried on never being able to customise anything meaningful during my younger years.

More about me

I have recently grown really interested in BSD and Akutagawa and I talk about them so much that my friends lowkey are starting to believe that I am autistic. I really like the action and the complex characters and relationships of the characters especially of Shin Soukouku since they had mutual dislike for each other but I believe they never "hated" hated each other that it was straight up hatred from their core since Beast has shown us painfully that if no one else was involved in those two, they would actually be friends since they bonded over their similar upbringings. I also am a SSKK shipper so the things that they had done for each other really makes me think about their relationship has developed over the series since there's no way I would do half the shit that they have done for someone I "hated" even if my literal superior and role model told me to.

I'm currently watching some vampire media to hopefully find a personality or character that I want to make my muse for the person I want to become. So far, I have recently started 'What We Do in the Shadows' and 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer' and so far, I am enjoying them both. My only problem is that I do not watch the shows enough since I constantly forget that I can since I have started to parasite on my friend's account.

In terms of music, I have no idea of what I properly listen to but I listen to quite a bit of Panic! at the Disco especially the 'A Fever You Can't Sweat Out' album since it has changed me so much. I also listen to stuff that is made by like scenecore artists, Linkin Park, Icon for Hire and She Wants Revenge but honestly I like really anything that is rock.

Anyway, I have a few creative hobbies other than coding like crochet and art that I wished that I did more often but the current circumstances prevents me from doing more digital art of my ocs or characters that I like. I do want to branch towards embroidery and more textile related hobbies but first, I need more time to actually do hobbies more often. I have actually been trying live more like those aesthetic shoujou vlogs you can find on youtube and I have been trying to incorporate my current hobbies into those kinds of lifestyles however, my lack of time and motivation causes me to really forget about my goal of being the aesthetic vampire of my dreams.

I currently am trying to get more into fashion and starting to actually put effort into my wardrobe so that I can finally look and feel like the vampire that I proclaim myself to be. I really want to learn more about fashion to the point where I could actually explain to a total beginner on how to dress and style their outfits nicely but it is such a broad and vague ropic that it is hard for me to find any information on how to start really developing my knowledge on fashion.